For the first time in my life..
I feel lonely , alone, all by myself ...
there's no one to listen to me, to understand, & to feel how I feel ..
Absolutely no one !
It makes me laugh when I think about some of those I call "friends" where are they now ??
God life is so ridiculous, people surprise you a lot ..
I'm sitting here, alone , don't know if I should cry because of the way things are ..
or laugh because of how stupid I am to expect anything from anyone ..